So if snow closes Heathrow or someone famous is arrested, that could be me you see on the telly standing somewhere outdoors talking about it.
I’m a BBC correspondent for the national news but I haven’t always been based in London.
After surviving cancer eleven years ago, I came up with my List for Living. The things I’d always wanted to do. I decided I wanted to work abroad instead of just dreaming about it.
I finished chemo and within weeks later I was in Moscow.
From war and revolution to pork fat covered in chocolate, I spent almost seven years reporting on all sorts of stories as a BBC foreign correspondent. It was an amazing adventure.
I came back to Britain because I missed my friends and family. I also wanted a more normal life. And that was what I was trying to do until I was diagnosed with cancer for the second time.
I spent almost a year fighting the stupid disease and blogging all the way. I thought I’d won but I was wrong.
Now I’m living with the stupid cancer. I’m not terminally ill but it will kill me. I have months, maybe a few years left. To make the most of that time, I have a new List for Living.
Good luck, Helen. Your attitude and spirit seem incredibly powerful and that’s a huge part of the battle. Give it heaps and stay strong xx
Helen, will be reading along, thinking of you and wishing you well. x
I remember you beating this the first time and funny and good humored you were. Also tough. Glad to see you haven’t changed. x
All the best to you Helen. Here’s to you making it Helen 2 Cancer Nil as soon as you can. Chris
Hey doll, you’ve been in my thoughts since I heard the news of your impending treatment. Your tenacity and positive attitude will see you right. Missed not seeing you at netball this evening, I was a pain-in-the-@rse grump! Glad you have this blog. I wish you love, hope and strength. Xxx
Hello Helen,
Will be following your blog and sending you big hugs.
Hun, I’m sending you big hugs, love and prayers from Manchester xx
I knew you’d have to mention chocolate-covered salo again!! A xxx
Wishing you all the very best, keep looking forward – every step forward is a step away from the cancer. Big hug (p am a friend of Sarah Burns!)
Helen you are an inspiration. Will be giving you lots of hugs very soon. xxx
Will be following the blog now I’ve found it! C xOx
Hey, Hellen!
Please stay positive, think of white lion cubs, burek, laughter and all the love you have generated in the strangest places of the globe. Hugs&kisses!
Hi Helen
Have been reading your blogs – I know you’ve moved wards and are making progess. Everyone is thinking of you – much love
Louise x
Hi Louise
Thank you for the news of Helen – I had been wondering how things were going :)
My heart goes out to you.
I have been there – holding my wife’s hand, thru cancer treatment in 2002 and again in 2007. I know just how awful it can be, albeit my experiences are standing side-by-side with my darling wife.
Live long and live strong.
Phil
Hi Helen
I have read your blog and tried not to cry. Not for me, but at your sheer courage and determination. I really hope your treatment goes well and you make a full recovery. This year I’m running for Macmillan – and we’ll run for you.
Wishing you and your loved ones the very best,
Jemma (one half of the 200 mile madness :-) )
My darling Helen, I have just read your blog and caught up with all your news. I can’t believe all that’s happened since we last spoke.
I want you to know that we’re all rooting for you and sending you great big bear hugs and huge mountains of love.
You can fight this cancer and great things are still to come for you, we’re here for you if you need us.
with love from Julia, James, Freya & Scott xxxx
Helen, your smile is a lot wider and bigger than the pain you describe so strikingly. My own mum is going exactly through the same second “hit” right now. Hang in there and take care! M
Thank you for reading and following my blog. Best of luck as you go through your treatments, and what great news about the CA marker!
Hey thanks so much. Yes it’s totally brilliant news!!
Helen, we’ve only met a few times and spoken about the suitability of Russian men — for you not me I hasten to add. I am really sorry to hear about your renewed battle against a foe that refuses to go away. I’m so rootin for you.
Hey thanks so much Ian. Me talking about men?? The battle has been won now just making sure it stays away for good!
After being through stage 4 myself – and beating it — I doff my cap to you. Inspirational. Not sure I could do it again. In fact pretty sure I couldn’t. Stay strong John
Lovely blog Helen!
If you ever have a downer, remember the film Shallow Hal. No matter what you feel like, or worry about wigs or eyebrows, please believe you and your story are beautiful to us sufferers and others.
Good luck………………and in case you wondered, yes, I’m Carolyn’s brother.
Keep enjoying the cakes!
Good luck with your fight Helen. I’ve just read your last blog entry and you sound like the sort of person who will take it by the horns and live life to the full.
I’ve been called a hero, but stories like your humble people like me. To me, special people like you are the true heroes.
Helen, I’m pretty sure I operated your locked-off camera for you at the Eurovision Song Contest in Helsinki in 2007. I was there covering the Scooch entry for BBC North and you were doing live inserts into World. I volunteered to pan your camera from you to a guest but I was very drunk and not at all sure I did a very good job. I’m almost certain it was you but stand to be corrected and am prepared to get me coat.
Hi helen, if you have a couple of minutes please look at my dear late wifes blog about her last few months with her fight against cancer. Its a horrible thing to go through, but it can be positive.
All the best
You are a extremely brave person keep fighting.
Helen, it distresses me untold to learn of your illness. It is so sad to know that a person with so much to offer this world; may be given so little time to accomplish her dreams. I hope that somehow there’s a stroke of luck that will change things for the better. I truly believe that you can and will beat your cancer. Best from Alvin (Western Australia)
stay strong Helen – thinking of you and your loved ones xxx
Just heard you on the radio – brave lady. I have breast cancer and after ten years have been told I’m now OK and off the pills….I also had a large cyst on my ovary and had them removed two years ago to be sure – thank goodness I was clear there. So all in all, apart from being one-boob-less….I am fine and like you I made my bucket-list and the main thing for me is running. I ran the London Marathon a month after being diagnosed in 2003 and am about to embark on my 6th marathon in April. I’m hoping I stay clear and I’m wishing you all the luck in the world. Keep happy when you can.x
I heard you on R2 today, Helen. You are totally inspiring despite being so (bleep) unlucky! Go enjoy your life list #2 as soon as you can – and I hope your luck turns and we see you still enjoying it at 74! Wishing for you and your loved ones x
Dear Helen, heard you on the radio this morning with Vanessa Feltz. Truly inspiring stuff. Really good luck with your treatment. I feel that your positivity must have a really good
effect on this monster disease. May he shrink, and may the force be with you! X Lisa
Your courage is inspirational, and positivity just encouraging. I hope you can overcome this horrid disease. The human body and mind is an amazing thing, sending you much love and positive throughts. Claire x
I appreciate your sharing…will share all this hope and joie du vivre with all my friends . Colin Apap
Helen, glad I found this and it’s a privilege to following you on here. You have a wonderful and inspiring spirit. Keep going girl, lots of love – Lorraine, Northamptonshire
Helen, Only heard your news when I heard you on the Today prog this morning. Love the idea of your list for living. If you need a mad memory to take your mind off the chemo etc, remember New Year’s Eve 07 in Sarajevo. Sending you huge hugs, Victoria xxx
Hey Victoria, thanks so much. It’s really lovely to hear from you. Yes that has to be the best New Year’s Eve EVER!!!!! Hahahah :) Lots of love xxx
Hello Helen, I heard your news listening to NPR News here in Boston, Massachusetts, then I decided to Google your name and read about you. Your writings on your blog gave me thoughts. I am impressed by the courage you demonstrate in the face such a terminal case. You must be a strong woman. I praise God for you, Helen.
I read your “My List for Living.” Would you please allow me to add something to that list? “Get a New Testament” and read it. You might have heard of Jesus Christ. He knows what you are going through now. He knew pain, suffering and still bears in His body the marks of His suffering. He is however alive and can come along you if you ask Him.
He can give you hope for life on the other side of the shores of eternity. I invite you to please consider talking to Him. Thank you and may God’s mercy be shown to you, Helen!