Could it have been the fabulous weather? Or the fact that my treatment is almost over?
Whatever the reason – I felt great during chemo#16 yesterday.
Yes, all the cancer stuff is terrible of course but not every moment is horrible. Far from it. Before the toxic chemo cocktails started, I had a proper cocktail while sat outside in the sun.
Normally my view from the chemo ward is just brick wall. Yesterday I had something new. A different brick wall!
When I realised this, it genuinely made me happy. It really did. From my bed I got to look out at some lovely old red bricks which were a bit higgily piggily rather than the uniform, more modern bricks.
All will be revealed very soon….